The day I gave birth to my daughter changed my life forever.
April 22, 2008 god blessed me with a beautiful angel I named Asani.
Although it was one of the BEST days of my life it was also the most terrifying day as well, and what i mean by that is.....
I was in labor from 10 a.m. april 21st and didn't dialate until 6 a.m. on the 22nd. A midwife delivered my daughter and was very rude, not knowing this was my first child so i was new to the whole labor experience, and by her not knowing I have a very bad temper why she was yellin PUSH!! I had to stop myself from kicking her ass in the face lol. When my daughter finally came out she was not making any noise ?? I was looking at all the nurses and asked why is she not crying?? they told me she's ok as they called code red for all other doctors to rush to the room. I looked at my mom and she looked at me with a blank look on her face, a face I never seen before. At the same time this was happening I was thinking to myself "Not me god" I have the worse luck in the world and bad things ALWAYS happen to me. I kept looking to my child and the midwife yelled out I need assistance with mrs. fields she wont stop bleeding...me and my daughter were both slowly dieing. After about seven nurses surrounded my baby i finally heard her cry, it was very low but as soon as I heard her make any kind of noise I said to myself, "Thank you lord!, I dont care if I slip away just save my baby" But god blessed me and my healthy beautiful daughter that day!! and finally as they gave me my baby I looked in her eyes and she smiled. "Best Feeling In The World!!" To some this story might be a very distraught but to me it is something I will never forget.
Now a days, my daughter is a very busy and talented, she is very much a mommies girl ; ) She is a mini ME. My sister danielle nicknamed her BEAN because when she was born she looked like a lil bean in a pod hehe. She loves the backyardigans, spongebob, dora, and all animals. She is a cook/model/dancer/singer/lil mc & an artist, her artwork is amazing!! She also loves for me to read her stories and she knows how to count to 14 its so cute! My baby is very smart and she talks a lot, sometimes too much.. She's been singing since she was 4 months "literally" and now she just walks around singing her own lil songs ; ) she loves her mommiez songs exp "FREE" my number one fan!! the girl got skills lol. Whenever she's not around me I'm lost, not myself and to be honest she made me who I am today, I was never ME until the day I had her. As much as I never thought I'd have a child I never knew how much being a mother is so different and so GREAT!! I also praise every mother well, GOOD mother that is taking care of there babies & putting them first. Thank you mother!!! My lil princess is my roll dog and if ever the world is against me she never is and never will be. I know I always got someone who looks up to me, watches me and loves me more then anyone in the world!! Mommy loves you beans!! Muah!!!
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